Uke Video

So not much new here, just snow snow snow and more snow! I'm so sick of it, I honestly can't handle it anymore. What I've been doing to pass the time by is south park and my ukulele. It's WAY to cold to go out there! Anyways heres a recent video of a video I made! Hope you enjoy!

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Quick Little Rant....

Sadly I haven't had the chance to write anything over the travels that occurred this summer. What I can say though is it was an amazing trip and I documented everything in my tiny little journal that I brought with me. There were good times and there were rough times, it is what to be expected of going to new places and seeing the world.
I'm actually not going to go into extreme detail...Tonight anyways for that matter. It's 12:15 am and this is the earliest that I have been to bed in a long time. What I can promise is an entry tomorrow with some wonderful pictures that I have taken and the people I got to spend my time with...I can actually do even better, my friend from work is helping me do this video that I am going to send my french friends for this christmas.
I think once it's done I'll post it here. Other then halloween being amazing and seeing all my friends here in Canada, I'm happy to be home. the only downfall being here is, well, being away from everything I love so much in France. It's hard to separate two lives, sometimes it really shakes me up...I don't really know which life I need more for myself right now. It's confusing figuring out what one should "do" with their lives. I know that I am ready to start accomplishing things, but what is this "thing" that I am suppose to accomplish?! Where should I go from here?
I'm applying to schools and trying to get into courses so we will see how well that goes. It's already november 3rd! So the next few questions in my life are:
Do I go to school in Canada?
Am I ready to leave my life here in Canada behind?
Is this the right choice?
Those are the three questions that have been haunting my brain ever since I've been back. I know I'll figure it out...I just hope that I'm doing the right thing. They say the key in life to being successful is to be happy. So I guess the forth question on the docket should be
Which life is going to make me happy?
That's a question that is going to take time to solve, it's a little thing about life that sometimes really gets me down because there isn't enough of it. Time now a a days seems to slip through my fingers quicker then sand. Days seems like hours and hours seem like minutes and the scariest part is there is no escaping it, it's inevitable.
I guess the unknown is the only comfort we have to stop us from going absolutely insane. Anything can happen.
Until the next time,
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Update!

Wow it's been quite the long time since I've entered anything into this blog. I do apologize for that ha ha ha! Pretty much it's 16 days to go before I venture off to the land of the french! I can't believe how fast time does fly, it feels like yesterday I was saying I have six months before I go.
I've been doing a lot of running around to walmart and other stores buying what I need and seeing everyone important to me.
I'm sorry that this entry isn't going to be the longest thing in the world...But like it's father's day and I need to go!
xoxo
Until the next time,
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Picturesssssssssssss!

So I thought that I would post a few pictures just to give some insight as to whats going on here in my life!
Hope you Enjoy!
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With Good Weather Comes Higher Hopes!

So the nice weather has finally come upon us and I gotta feeling this summer is going to be one in a million. This past month has been an absolute blast, I've been seeing friends, going out and just enjoying my life. I think the higher temperatures brings higher spirits. The only thing that has me a little worried is the little communication I've had with my...well "friend" in France. He's seemed so distant with me. I'm truly not sure how its all going to work out with him. We've been apart for about a year now and I heard, seen and even experience that distance makes the heart grow fonder but it can also make the connection weaker. Honestly all I can do is wait, I'm young, full of life and ready to venture off around the world!
Other news is Gina is home which is a wonderful thing because it had seriously been way to long. I think it was going on something like two years since I've last seen her. She looks good, the same old crazy beautiful Gina.
I'm sorry this post is all over the place, I'm listening to the new hanson song and I'm IN LOVEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahahahaha!
Speaking of love, I finally fought up all of the courage in my system to get the first kiss of 2010 hahahahaha!
yeah....New years was a good five months ago but I get really nervous when it comes to actually initiating the first move with a guy but I did it! TEHEHEHEHEE!
Anyways,
Until the next time,
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....? No Idea What's Going On In My Head

I have no idea why I have decided to post something today. I have nothing of value to say and quite frankly my life at this time is going well and uneventful. These are the types of days where I can sit back and really reflect on how good I have it here at home. There are many days where I complain, whine and almost can't seem to find the strength to get out of bed but then I think of all those less fortunate and become grateful for what I have.
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I actually have no idea why I just wrote about that ha ha ha! I think the story that my mom told me on the porch today hit me hard. My mom was getting her toes done yesterday at a nail salon when the girl massaging her feet starting portraying her life story. Everything she said to my mother was meaningful, but heart wrenching and even then she was so proud that she was able to call herself canadian.
uggg.
I need a smoke.
until the next time,
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